Most of the times I just wanna cry 

 I have so many things to do that I’m feeling so dizzy

She grew strong, she grew up fast, 
and she grew up tough.
She once told herself,
That there is no compromise.

Her heart longs for affection 
But she never begs for it
Instead she built walls
and decided to love herself
the way she is

Pain was never her enemy
But a friend who is with her
every step of the way 
To tell her that she is still human
and that she’ll always need grace.

She succeeded to feel strong
She succeeded to feel tough
She was proud, she never did compromise
But him happened

He came.

He made her feel as if she was defenseless
As if the walls that she built through years was useless
He made her loneliness into void
And took away her feeling of being worthless

He made her linger in possibilities 
and made uncertain into certainty 
touch her heart like a piece of gold
like a treasure found in the middle of the storm 

And She gave in. 

Every night they wonder together
As if tomorrow does not exist
And tonight is the last they’ll breathe

The breath of affection
The breath of acceptance
The breath of Admiration
The breathe of love

That they whispered from one line to another.
Exchanging promises of forever.

But morning comes, they have to wake up 
Reality springs and they need to stop
But He crosses the line she drew
And she break her own rules
And now they’re both confused

She thought maybe her present came early
Maybe time was teasing them finely
They’re too old to say it just crush
And too young to say that it is love

And now they’re stuck

Both of them

But she is all the way back

Oh how I underestimated your silence and your black hair
What I thought was a calm ocean, but actually a dragons lair